| Location | Herts |
| Age | 48 years |
| Date of Death | 06/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,110 since 16/06/2008 |
| Creator |
Gary Bird
He closed his eyes for the last time on 06/04/08
Aged 48 at 1.55am it snowed.
My Wonderful husband, proud father, and grandfather
3 beautiful daughters, grandson and granddaughter and now new beautiful grand daughter Marianna who
he would totally adore
He died after an incredible 5 year brain tumour fight
Gary was the bravest, calm, funloving person ever. You would never ever know just how ill he was.
He partied, had mad fun, went everywhere and talked and chatted to everyone. He loved life and he
loved his family so much and everyone loved him. He took all his illnesses - and he had so many - in
his stride always making light of them and always pulling through. He meant so much to me and we got
through everything that was thrown at us. I miss him so much sometimes i cant breathe and I think
about him 24/7. It's unnatural that he's not here with me as we belong together and always will. He
was so very very special and i feel honoured to have had him in my life for more than 21 years and
of always loving him and being so loved by him. LTD xx
my everything
hallo my lovely, how you doing, i hope everything with you is good,i bet your here most the time looking at marianna isnt she just a darling,, so many people say she looks just like lauren and you,, she has your chin and loves looking at everything around so full of life its a miracle, i think of you everytime i see her cause i know how much you love her,, ive loved holding her,shes an angel,,lauren is bein a lovely mum like you said she would be,its been lovely havin the three girls at home with me on sundays its the nearest to normal i get, and its a good feeling, im still so nervous all the time of things going wrong i dont no why its like i dont trust myself to be happy as something will storm in and hurt it all but im trying really hard to believe it can be alright a bit,, i went to the coast with carol an john it was lovely although i was worried leaving lauren and tibby, but it was a break we saw louisa in her show which was fun,,it will be lovely down there with the little girls in the summer they will love the sand and sea, i miss you gary although i think about you all the time in everything i do but i miss you so much i love dreaming about you i want to do it every night and just stay there in them your so good lookin i llok at loads of people and never see anyone like you i look for you alot,, everyone here is o.k alex had finals for wicked today we will have to wait an hear now fingers and wings crossed a,,she turned 21 gary there both adults now where have those years gone gary christmas comin round again its all crazy,,,how well did i do with the lap top i think she liked it, even though i did lose my card ha ha, jackie sent uggs for marianna did you see them ha ha , chelsea are still top and doin well, im goin to get marianna a chelsea , england and brazil top,,i know you would have got that, was the hi jump hi chunk,,i think it was i love you gaz xx so much so many songs you send i love them all i know the here feelin and love it even though i think i get the message wrong im still so stubbun ,,hows all you lot does your mum and dad love little maz, i bet they do and my dad and nan say hi and send my love to them all, well my gorgeous see you in my dreams later i hope, will chat to you later love you with all my heart always will nite sweetheart love you more to forever and back LTD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
lovely grandad
hi sweetheart how you doing,, oh gary what mad times , thank you an thank god beautiful little marianna is home , oh gary what a terrible time shes had , but she is really so beautiful her perfect little face and her little eyes lookin round at everything she smiles at the air and i think its you makin her laugh, i can see you in her and she looks so much like lauren too, she has your chin and dimple and a little lump on her head, and funniest is she has your crazy belly button,,ha ha i love her so much, and lauren is doing really well bein a mum do you remember you told her she would be,, they both love her very much, thankyou gary i trusted you even though i shouted at you i was so scared, youve been amazin today, didn let me book train tickets cause you knew alex was comin down , im sure you helped with the presents too do you think it will be alright, i loved the ring i knew you would too,, is there anything you want me to get marianna, everyone was round on sunday for alexs 21st, its tommorrow im going to london to take her presents after her wicked audition, did you see all the little girls here on sunday arnt they adorable,, oh gary you would so love marianna, shes definatly one of you xx louisa is seein sally tonight at about half seven she has a photo of you so if you want to be there go for it , you flashin at me i love it, ive felt you around so much youve played me never too much so many times and it makes me feel great , ive been so low but today been smiling alot and thinkin of you, alex said she dreamt about you and you told me to chill out ha hour so right ive been totally stressing but feel much better now,, i might even have a little break soon just go somewhere for a few days this year has gone so quick can you belive alex is 21 tomo how mad hope shes lucky with wicked, hows everyone with you tell nanny watts garys had another boy dudley, how sweet, fred has all the boys an we have all the girls, tibby is fine a bit crazy but fine mum is good and all the family are well tell dad about marianna and tell him i love him,, hope your o.k gary, im missin you like crazy i imagine you doin loads of things laughin at things , chelsea beat man u ha ha there doin well at the moment im goin to get marianna a chelsea shirt , and a england an brazil one ha ha,, oh well my darlin hope i dream about you tonight, please come whenever you can ha ha ha you know what i mean,, i love you so much gary always have always will your my everything,and all i want,, please stay close to marianna keep her well give my love to all your family nite nite my gorgeous love you more LTD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my lovely
hi gary wow this has changed on here, it didnt save my last message hope you got to see it,, well gary whats happened i really dont no why this week has been like this im still so confused beautiful littel marianna is here but what happened poor lauren brave lauren why did it have to be like this i dont understand, imn still angry but trust you thank god shes getting better ,,, gary she is the dearest sweetist angel you would love her i see you in her but its been so hard for everyone why why ,,she is getting better but been through so much shes so strong just like you were i wondered if everything you went through was a help for all this prepearing me, i just dont no what to think i just no i love her so much i believe you an god are helping her i feel she will stay with us and everything will be fine,, shes so beautiful , poor lauren shes been so brave did you hear the things she remembered about you on the journey up it was amazing it made me cry, why did they leave her gary was it wrong should we persue it,, joao is being wonderful his faith is so strong i believe it has helped marianna so much, oh gary i wish you were here in body to see her hold her you would have cryed to see what she went through, thankyou for lookin after her and all of us did you see me pray, im so very tired we all are, but shes getting better everyday thank you my darling one thank you i love you so much as always i have found a wonderful new space of love for marianna, she is a new everything for us keep looking at her gary and thank god and all the family and angels for helping an supporting her i will make sure she always enjoys this life on this earth, i hope you are o.k my darling im listening best i can,, give my love to everyone stay with marianna our beautiful new grand daughter as much as you can give her strengh and support you are in there with her she will always no and love you, im so tired i will write tomo, look out for alex gary shes very low at mo as so much has been goin on,, you take care fly high my special one LTD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my lovely
hi babe how you doin, sorry not been on here this week but you no ive been with you , went to crem today didn do the flowers like you said ha ha well still no baby were just waitin now hope its not to long laurens so fed up, alex was home for the week which was good but hoped she would be here for baby never mind it will come when its right, we loved sally not sure about what she said the wheels?? maybe in the future,, lauren said she dreamt about you and heard you knockin your amazing,not much goin on just the waiting, work is better im doin as much as i can till the baby comes, chelsea lost today was you there, your flickin my light arnt you,, love it just watched x factor got a bit sorry for myself earlier just so on my own miss the nothing times with you the most, i cant tell you just how much i think of you and all the things we do, gill went to see alex show last night, im goin again when its in southhampton , shes 21 soon can you believe it ,she saw james when she was back and really enjoyed seein him it was nice to see him,, joao is o.k workin hard his friend who you knew from bbs is over do you remember the one always in there who asked you to play football when your legs got better bless,,tibs is mad its got cold an she sits on my lap now to keep warm i think, ive had to put the heating on at night now, im workin tomo nothin else to do and al is not back till the evenin thought i should do as much as poss before the baby in case i need a few days off, mum is fine tell dad for me its nearly nanny watts anniversary 20th oct send her my love give her a hug from me, little daisy is growin kitty may is at butlins with lucy an jan, everyone is fine, chelsea got champions league this week tues or wed, im goin up to bed in a min with tib shes got a new bed on the settee now so she sleeps there till i go up, i love you gary so very much i think about you every minute i just need you to know how much i love you anyway i will send pics soon as the baby comes i know you will be with us stay close look after her gary give my love to everyone love you more nite for now see you in my dreams love you all the way and back,, my everything LTD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my lovely
hi my darling how you doing,, oh gary thankyou so much i cant tell you how wonderful that is it meant the world to me i no your there i know your around and to feel your arms around me is the best thing in this whole world i just smiled and thanked god i will listen gary i will listen as much as i can you looked beautiful thankyou thankyou,, gary 18months 18 months im going tonight im excited alex is coming with me i told you i would go to her so i am going tonight... alex is home for a week and a half which is lovely, lauren is still waiting for this baby its so exciting shes doing well isnt she , but enormous were hoping it will be while alex is home, i thought it might have been today alex thinks the 11th which matches well with my calander did you see the 6th of april is on the back of oct 11th !!!! did you enjoy the chelsea liverpool game we did,, everyone here is fine little daisy is lovely we went to carols sat night we popped in an saw dean and jamies place its fab, im doin so well with my diet and keep fit bits still thinking of getting you when i do thoes side punches ha ha did i tell you i met my dads sister alices daughter anne she came to see alexs show make sure you tell dad ,, my darling alex has just called were of to kent to see sally love you so much gary more than everyday on this earth your my everything and i no you love me too will talk later love you so much gary LTD XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
back again
hi ya sorry bout that lauren came for me just got back wow talked about you alot did you hear, lovely night lol looked like shed had a few tears wow gaz shes so like me sometimes isnt she,, had a lovely meal you would have loved the whitebait, back now with tib,, alex is o.k sylvia went to see her in oxford and all my arrangments went well she loved the show alex had a good time in oxford,me and lol went to pick her up and we met my dads sister alices daughter anne she went to see the show auntie marjorie told her about it , it was lovely to meet her please tell my dad, its sad we never really got to meet all my dads family i spoke to marjorie she still thinks of you alot bless her if you see her son gary say hi an send her love to him, alex just phoned to see if the baby was here we are just all waitin its mad, i did all my tax last night it was a nightmare but its done and i owe loads never mind ill sort it some how what a bad lose to wigan on saturday dont no what happened there did you see it, x facto is good cant get into the dancing though dont know why oh gary crazy dreams latetly your there though so lovin that so lookin forward to oct 6th please come if you can, im thinking about you more than ever gary your just everything in everything i do and think, i talk to you all the time whereever i am i laugh at things i know you would laugh at i smile at things you would things happen people say things and i have to talk about you its nuts but i love it,, i love you still more and more its like falling in love with you all over again and its good i love john ledgend so high i wanted to put it on this page and i will , i love you gary more than ever you no it please stay in my dreams stay close cause i can feel you hear you your my everything my life is you us nite nite my darling my everthing my lovely love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my lovely
hallo my darling how you doing,, hope your o.k well another week gone all a bit crazy,its laurens birthday today as you know, shes doin well gary i thought it might come today just like she did, but its hanging on in there, do you remember 22 years ago, me in the hospital you an enzo running backwards and forwards doin the show, i couldn believe you left to do that, and along came lauren she looked just like you i couldn stop starring at her, and you had to keep all the spanish people away who wanted to see her teeth ha ha crazy times do you remember the cake fight we had she was so tiny and got cream in her ear ha ha good times how much did we love her you were amazing with her our little sweetheart, and now were waiting for hers crazy isnt it,,, all here is o.k im going out with her and joao in a minute for something to eat for her birthday every one came round on sunday to blow the candles out and lovely little daisy you would love her,, did you put mouse poison in johns shoes ha ha ha he thinks you did i knew you didnt but it was very strange so they think it was you ha ha did you see what i bought in asda last week i thought of you as soon as i saw it sticky toffee pudding ,, see you in a min
my lovely
hi my darling how you doing, well sat night again an im waitin up again for alex to call, shes coming back from sheffield this time an a bit stuck on m1,im lookin forward to seeing her shes not had the best week, she wasnt well on wed one of those panic attacks do you remember when she had one here when you answered the door, i think something has been bothering her but she hasnt said anything, keep a wing over her gary,and lauren i really think the baby will be here by this time next week shes so uncomftable and swollen up shes not great carrying and you no how she hates pain, try to find us an angel midwife to help her,,, i think cause they have both been a bit stressed its made me the same im glad this week is over i was worrying about all this organising a place for sylvia i just wanted to get it right as she means so much to us i think its all o.k now shes going to watch the show in oxford on monday night, she turned 70 yesterday gary, she looks great but i dont really no how well she is,works still a bit dogy ive been doin allsorts but i have been busy, diet an excercise is going well and i feel much better without the wine i actually felt proud of myself, however im still missing you more and more and sometimes it just swallows me up i feel it coming over me and just want to cry it hurts i think about you in everything i do i cant wait for oct 6th in case you are there ive been dreaming about you alot and i love it its like im with you all normal like it should be i hope your o.k gaz , it was lewis birthday today i popped a card round thet all seem fine i keep forgetting to phone david i will try tomo sorry ,hope everyone with you is o.k say hi kisses to dad an nan, chelsea spurs tomo i must text james, i dont see him at all i miss him, we will be watchin tomo suppose you will be there, oh well my darling thats about all my news not very exciting without you i love you so much gaz you take care i will be loving you in my dreams and probaly moaning at you ha ha nite nite my darling love you more id like my eggs in the morning with a kiss LTD SPGDOI XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
my everything
hi my lovely how you doin, hope your o.k,had really long day today and still up waiting to go get alex shes due back about half one there drivin from plymouth, look out for them gary its a long way, lookin forward to seeing her even just for the one day shes off to sheffield next, lauren is huge gary, i dont no how shes goin to make another four weeks but i suppose you know how much longer there is its exciting isnt it our grandchild i was always moaning you had one an i didn now we will have one and i would give anything in the whole universe for you to be here and hold it with me and lauren, but i know you will be with us as much as you can and i will never let it forget everything about you i will tell it all the funny things you do i will tell it about angels and all its crazy family always be lookin for you shining i love you so much gary and missing you more than ever, im go to sally morgan gary like i told you i would on oct 6th ill keep telling you so you will come im excited about it alex is comin with me the only way i wont go is if lauren has the baby which she probly will ha ha , everyone is coming to our house tomo for mums 82nd birthday which will be lovely mum is as nutty as a fruit cake you would laugh gary, she still loves you so much gary always talkin about you, tell dad shes funny, ha ha he already knows that, and nanny wotsits ha ha tell them i love them xx just watched chelseas great goals were doin well arnt we, and off to south africa gaz wow can you believe it , sorry just had to sort out upstairs alex is bringin friend back and theres no curtains in the spare room ha ha just have to hang the blanket up xx oh well gaz its sunday now hopefully alex will call soon your most likley resting now do you still love to have a lie down are are you all refreshed and everywhere a bit of each i hope, well gaz everyone here is well an o.k all the babies and family tibby is lookin a bit older though ha ha,, well alex just text so on my way comein for the ride xxx nite nite my lovely come to me whenever you can love you more than ever gary to the end and back and then a bit more LTD gorgeous my gorgeous xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my lovely
hi my darlin how you doin,17 months gary 17 months wheres it gone its the longest but quickest time,give my dad love from me thought of him too yesterday 16 years,i cant believe all that time has passed love you both so much xx alex came back yesterday and shes gone off to plymouth today and opening there tonight, so will miss her this week but she might come home before sheffield,, lauren is good huge and tired but good did you see the lovely baby room we did, it looks good,they are stayin in their flat now till may at least,the house seems empty but i think of you here all the time and laugh at things ha ha im going nuts ha ha, im working tomo thank goodness i hope it picks up now the kids are back at school i was thinkin of doing another little job to help towards the baby and christmas,, hows everyone gaz,im reading a new sally morgan book its good i like her explanations of us all it makes nice sense i hope shes right, we met jacks new girlfriend last sunday she seems lovely an he seems happy,, i saw james on wed he came with us to see alex show, i cant make out how they feel about each other i suppose you know ha ha i wont interfere,,the end of another summer coming i dont know what season i like best anymore they all seem to fast is time still with you gary,are there seasons,, hey did you see the eggs in the morning advert is back on i love it ha ha its you xxxx ghost whisperer and house are so good at the moment but still unfair she got jim back!! did you see the football, joao stayed up for the brazil game,, to late for me, i just did loads of ironing i still hate it,, going to start the loft this week,, that will be interesting, x factor is back again, boring but i will watch it all its not the same without all of us together,, i hope your o.k gary and are doing lots of things come round when you can dont go too far away i need you as always just didn know it as much as i do now well my gorgeous give love to everyone but most of it to you i love you so much gary right from deep down where my thumb is,, you take care have fun fly high keep shining babe so i can find you love you to infinity and back LTD nite nite xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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